wasted...

you were once mine
evrything is fine,
and i just couldnt complain,
until one day i was gone insane.

we were very happy at the beggining,
it felt like a fantasy w/o an ending,
no regrets nor insecurities,
but days passed and we had difficulties.

you were doing everything for me,
and that's just how i want us to be.
happy, smooth and strong,
but what did i do wrong?

one day you decided to just let go
leaving me with a lost soul.
your reasons has hurt me so bad,
knowing it's my fault why you're mad.

you stood firm with your decision,
leaving me with a broken expectation,
hoping that our love will last long,
just as what it says on the song.

our love was perfect right?
but why do you want me out of your sight?
was i not enough for you?
what mistake did i do?

are my efforts not enough for you?
were you expecting a lot from me too?
there are a lot of complications,
i cant explain this sad situation.

yet you have already given up,
i guess our time is already up,
you didnt even gave me a chance,
to show you how much you mean.

how can i waste something so rare
i should have given it a lot of care,
yet everything is now over,
i brokedown and couldnt get any weaker

opportunity knocks only once,
and i wasted that chance.
i hope i could still have another shot
to prove to you what i really got!

---ghel---